saying goodbye to a friend

[jr_lenz]

I am sitting hear all by myself boobing, so I thought I would boob to you guys. I had to get of my kitty today. She is 9 yrs old and I have had her since she was 4 weeks old.

She has developed a kitty box problem and started peeing and pooping in various spots around the house. I has been going for alomost a year. We have tried every product on the market, with no luck. If we did break her from one spot she went to another.I even talked Lance into sending her to an anmimal behavorist. Basicly I paid a crap load of money for her to tell me that she needs to be in a single cat home. she has had her sibling kitties for awhile, but I guess something snaped and she wont share a litter box any more. who knows....

All I know is that I can't stand this house anymore. This morning I had three messes that I had to clean up...and I am pg, and not suppose to clean up after the cats. Plus the thought of bring a baby home to a gross house makes me sick, and the though of a crawler on kitty soiled carpet....can't even tell you how that makes my skin crawl.

So believe it or not I talked my ex-husband into taking her. He is a cat person, if fact I first got her for him. So even though she hasn't been around him much for a long time I feel better that she is going to someone that knows her, and all of her weird traits. If her "problem" continues, then I will be back to plan "b" which is to put her to sleep. So I feel like I am least giving her a chance before I do that.

But I am sitting here feeling like a crappy kitty mom. and that I gave up on her. But I really don't know what else I could have done. Plus I miss her. Like I said I have had her for 9 years.

sorry this is so long. thanks for listening...or I guess I should say reading....Janet