Getting Married April 18, 2008!!! some what venting

[mandaday25]

Hey Everyone,

I am a newbie, but I wanted to jump in. DF (I believe that is correct, lol) and I will be getting married at a plantation on 04/18/08. He popped the question the night before Thanksgiving, and we've been planning ever since. He started with CAL the first of December, and just got out training and almost done with OE. Since he is going to be on reserve at EWR, I won't be seeing him much During our dating relationship the time away was not ever this tough. I miss him so much. I think it's probably b/c he hasn't flown since November. Of course his VERY first flight, one of his FA asked him what his "status" was, and this would never have bothered me before... but it is this time. I know Derek is a good looking man, and I should take it as a compliment. I guess for the first time, the whole FA and pilot thing is bothering me. Anyone else in the same boat? I've never been jealous, and Derek is the most trustworthy person I know. My DF morals and faith are much stronger than any FA flirting could be. I just hate this side of myself that I've never really seen before.