Im new :) from Canada

[Claudiainlove]

Hello Jet Girls

I made this profile a few weeks ago but ive been really busy with school and had no time to write to you all.
So Let me start off by introducing myself first..My name is Claudia and I live in Toronto Canada, im 19 years old ( really young still) but I have a bf who is in school to become a commercial pilot. He is now attending a college called Seneca which they have an aviation program and its by far the best aviation program in Canada. He's in his first year, but he absolutely loves it, he is obsessed with planes and his passion is aviation. (and he saw this website from his aviation forums and he recommended it to me)

ok so..
One of the reasons Im also writting here is because, even though we've only been together for 2.5 yrs I want to be part of his future and I would love to be his wife some day. The is only one problem Im a very JEALOUS FREAK, maybe Im extremely insecure which I honeslty dont know why. Im obsessed with making stories in my mind that some day he'll find someone better than me or he'll cheat on me. So now that im starting to think about the future, him becoming a pilot and someday flying for a commercial airline doesnt make this any easier. I've heard many stories of pilots cheating on their wives with the FAs so even though this if wayyyyy wayy far in the future and who knows what will happen, I still worry about this.

Besides that, after his 4 years of school we might not be able to move in together cause he wont have any money to pay for a place due to the debt he will have after he graduates, so he has to go back home to live with his parents. So now that we only see eachother on weekends, who knows if it will get harder for us once he finishes school.
My complain?? We never see eachother as much as I'd like too! so once he's done with school, goes back home and starts flying, is there gonna be time for us??
I know being a pilot's wife is not easy cause your hubby is away too much but i have to learn to cope with that. So if i dont learn now, it will get harder for me in the future and that can impact our relationship. Even though we love eachother unconditionally and I support him 100%, part of me is afraid of whats yet to come.
So any advice for me?? should I worry to much? Will this get any easier?

Ill really appreciate your feed back!