Am I crazy???

[the_woman_99]

Okay so SO moved away the end of July. We have seen each other once since then. Needless to say it hasn't been easy or fun at all. I am trying to make the best of my situation. He doesn't work for an airline so I don't have flight benefits to go see him as often as I would like.
Okay that was a little bakground for everyone. Now here is the question on wether or not I am crazy...I work a full time job right now at a credit union where I am a manager. I also work at a local theater at night that does plays (mostly musicals), I work there about 3 nights a week. I just picked up my third job where I work at an event center where all of our basketball games are held (Utah Jazz). I will work there as often as they have events.
Yeah so needless to say I am very busy with all of my various jobs right now. I feel like I need to stay busy to stay sane while me and SO can't be together. I hate sitting home at night. I feel so out of place there. Me and SO plan on living together as soon as we can but right now it isn't looking like that won't happen until April. Longer then I want but the weather needs to be decent in order to drive to PA which is looking like where he might locate if all goes well. We should know by this time next week.
Anyways I worked my first night at my 3rd job last night. I am so tired today. I can barely keep my eyes open. I stood for 4hrs last night at this job. I just have to keep reminding myself that I asked for this and that I just need to get used to it. The extra money will be great with Christmas just around the corner and I could use the extra money for relocation as well when the time comes.
BUT am I crazy for doing it....

SO doesn't want me working the 3rd job. I think that he is scared that other guys might hit on me. I have told him that I am not looking at all and that I love only him and I am working this 3rd job for us. When I am working it keeps my mind off of our situation. He told me today that he is just waiting to say 'I told you so'. It hurts to hear him say that because I need his support right now with working so much. Ugh I just hope that this wasn't a mistake

Any advice???