After 3 years and 2 months, john and i are done - at least for the next several months. A lot of crap has happened over the past year and we've just sort of been existing as a couple rather than actively being one. We've managed to get by on the previous 2 years worth of good relationship that we built up, but the past month has seen that karma run out.
There is no animosity or hatred between us, but we both need a significant break to deal with the hurt and pain of the last year. I'm still moving to Utah, but I'm going to be living in the dorms at Deer Valley rather than in an apartment. After that who knows. I'm looking towards traveling quite a bit in may/june perhaps living in italy for a while? I don't know right now, but I'm looking forward to it.
For the first time in the last 10months I finally feel calm and at peace (weird eh?) Trying to keep our relationship going has been so freakin stressful, not to mention dealing with my job. Well, the relationship is done (for now anyway) and the job is done in a week (last day is nov. 3). I'm surprisingly not
about this whole thing. Perhaps i've finally given up and realized i can't plan my whole life all the time. I don't really know. Either way though, I still plan on hanging around here cause you guys all rock!
Emily