 Pilot's wife blues
So, yes, I miss him! It's been 2 weeks (this weekend) since I've seen him... and I swear, it's just like when I was a single mom all over again.. except my name changed and now I've got someone to answer to.... ugh! Please don't get me wrong, I love him like crazy, but, it's hard.. you know.. Especially with all my health stuff, I wish he was here... I have cancer scans again next week.. and this week I'm off of all my medicines so I feel terrible.. and nothing would be better than a hug from dh... He's got soo much studying to do now that he's in training that for the past 2 days if we've spoken 10 minutes on the phone it's a miracle... we are officially text a holics... I feel badly he's studying and away from home that I sent him this huge care box yesterday.. it's nice hearing his voice get soo happy with simple things like his fave orange cake I made...
I know.. I know.. I fell in love with a pilot and this comes with the territory... Not to mention he'll prolly be furloughed by the time his IOE is over, but, I guess I'm just being a whiny baby right now in saying that I miss him a lot... You get married thinking that you'll have someone near you.. always able to connect.. and I know this training isn't forever, but, it sure sucks bigtime! Like now, it's 11pm and I miss him and wish I could call him but he's in SIM.
Maybe I'm just being too much of a whiny crabby girl... What do you think?
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Hugs,
Helen
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