So, recently (recently as in the last two weeks) is the first time that he's been out holding a line, and I HATE it. I'm not usually this clingy, but I'm not handling this well at all. I vacillate between thinking this is going to be ok, and freaking out because the next years of my life are going to be spent alone at home waiting for him to get back.
I want to be supportive of his job, because he loves it, but the utterly selfish part of me hates it and wishes he had a desk job so we didn't have to struggle through this part of our relationship. I can't even hear him talk about it, because I'm so disgusted that some flight attendant gets to spend more time with him than I do. For instance, today he gets to go to a beer festival on his layover, and I have to go to work. This made me cry, and I'm so upset with myself for it.
Anyway, he keeps telling me that this will get better, but I could stand to hear it from some ladies who have gone through the same thing. If you don't mind, how did you pull through this stage of the game? I could use some tips.
