[ccbegay]

Hello there and welcome!

When I first met the bf, we did a 2 yr long relationship between New mexico and north carolina...when i moved out here in 2006, he was home and here every day, every hour so it was something that quickly grew on me...about 8 months ago, I heard the 'regional' word and started freakin out too...most of that time, I dwelled on how much he's going to be gone, how I thought I can't do this, and really how crappy it will be...but one day, I realized, I can't live like this always thinking about the negatives...it's really tough to not focus on how he's not here, but it's something you just have to do, to really not let it weigh you down...when, I do feel completely low, I come here and find encouragment/advice and to have other ladies in that same situation listen...hang in there!

Cassie