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Roxswood · 03-13-2008, 03:56 AM

I'm feeling a lot more positive today, still freaked out about not knowing where he'll be or if he'll be here when the baby is born but coping better with the future and knowing that I am making a choice to stay with him. We had a long chat where I basically told him I was feeling I had no control over my life at the moment and I now know he's feeling pretty much the same as he just has to do as he's told and go where they send him regardless of how much he wants to be here with me now I'm getting so close to giving birth.

I told him that I had been having thoughts of telling him I couldn't do it anymore and was chatted and cried together for a bit and I realised there is no way my life would be better without him in it, even though I didn't choose this life and didn't want it, a less than ideal life with my soulmate is so far preferable to living without him.

03-13-2008, 03:56 AM	#8 (permalink)
Roxswood Jetgirls Member Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: English girl in France Posts: 171 Recipes: Thanks: 4 Thanked 1 Time in 1 Post	Re: Convince me I can do this? I'm feeling a lot more positive today, still freaked out about not knowing where he'll be or if he'll be here when the baby is born but coping better with the future and knowing that I am making a choice to stay with him. We had a long chat where I basically told him I was feeling I had no control over my life at the moment and I now know he's feeling pretty much the same as he just has to do as he's told and go where they send him regardless of how much he wants to be here with me now I'm getting so close to giving birth. I told him that I had been having thoughts of telling him I couldn't do it anymore and was chatted and cried together for a bit and I realised there is no way my life would be better without him in it, even though I didn't choose this life and didn't want it, a less than ideal life with my soulmate is so far preferable to living without him.