[UKcats06]

I think we are ready like as far as our relationship goes, its just getting there financially really. I would like to be more used to his schedule when he started working for an airline, though. I wouldn't be sad if it happened now though by any means. I would like to be a little older, and I would like to go on a cruise before we have one, lol. But its like I think about if I died tomorrow what would I regret the most, and it would be having kids. I know I'm young, but thats how I feel!

I think I am going to be really jealous of a baby when we have one though, I really like having ALL of dh's attention. I mean I get jealous of the cats sometimes, lol. But he comes in and picks up the cat and pretends I'm not there. I know that's what he will do with a baby though. I guess I have admitted that I will be jealous, isn's the first step admitting you have a problem? lol