Hey--working on week 5 here. I was miserable at first, even though I've known for a long time that my DB would be doing the airline thing someday. Lots and lots of tears, etc. But you know what? Now that I don't cry (much!) anymore, I kind of miss it. I feel like the tears signify really missing him and I now I kind of miss that physical representation because now I think, "Gee, do I really miss him?" Which scares me a little! It's hard to believe how quickly him being gone has become so routine. You will still feel sad, but everything gets much easier.
I definately agree with the posts about focusing on the really important things. However, during the past week, moving and school have been a such a big distraction, that I feel bad about feeling so far away from DB on my part. I'm learning that it's all about balance!
I know you will feel better! Hope you are having a great holiday...
