[Alli1101]

I absolutely agree with what Roz said- focus on school and yourself, not the house and all sorts of other things that need to be done.

I understand very well how emotional and scared and bad you're feeling right now.... None of this is easy. But I do have to say, after a little bit of time, it does get easier. I didn't see my BF for over a month due to various issues, and it was horrible at first (my family and friends must have gotten so sick of my tears and moodiness). But, I have to say, as the weeks went on, I did get more used to the situation.

If I had to make any suggestion as to how to make this easier, I'd definitely say be around other people more. Being around my family definitely helped, as did making extra plans with friends. Also, given that you're still in school, I'd suggest studying in the library if you don't already do so. I know it was always just better for me to be around other people in a similar mindset, particularly when I had a lot of other things on my mind.