[ccbegay]

So...after five months of flying here in the Carolinas that BF has decided that in order for him to get the hours of PIC and turbine, we need to do some regional flying...SO that in the future he can have a better chance with getting a "real" corporate job...

SO...that leaves me here...for 6.5 weeks while he is doing Eagle training...I read all the posts on here about staying busy, communication, trusting, strong network of friends, etc...but I'll be honest...I am SO not ready...for some strange reason, I'm so emotional right now, and the thought of him being gone makes me just want to cry...I'm stressed right now, as it is my last semester and it is only the second week of school...this whole summer we've been working on the house and there are unfinished projects throughout the house so that adds to the frustration...we've had plans to do so much (with the assumption that he was going to be here) but it just seems everything has been turned upsidedown, and I am not ready...I knew that is was coming, but not so soon...really, all I want to do is just cry...