ahh your charter schedule makes sense!! I've heard of schedules like that before and you're right, they can be brutal! do you have other ways to communicate like text messaging or video chat or anything like that? After training is over, those other methods might be able to help in the meantime with staying connected (esp if your SO doesn't talk via phone often)? sometimes, you have to use every resource available just to say "hi". haha
there's nothing wrong with getting off course, it happens to all of us...the best part, is that your realizing it and your trying to put the pieces back in order (I call that "learning from your mistakes" because i too am always learning from the mistakes i make). That's a GREAT first step. I think one of the thing all of us girls advocate is making sure you still try and stick to your own plans, own hobbies, maintain the things that you know are right for you and for your future (separate from SO's). It sounds to me like you've got the gumption to get 'er done
I can tell, just between these few postings that your feeling a lot less stressed, less nervous, more centered, focused and more confident in how you'd like things to go...good for you
!! that's exactly what you need...give yourself direction and a plan, take one step at a time and it'll be easy to follow through even if you do vary the road direction some.
just keep that up and you'll be just fine...training will be over in no time and then you two can get on with day to day planning.
keep us updated on how things are going, if your having a good day or bad and we'll all help you get thru day at a time! Heck, you and the other pg girls can create your own "hormones suck" thread is ya'll want! haha
and definitely check out some of the pregnancy threads.. I know we have one in announcements that lists all the upcoming due dates - you should add yours, after all, you are one of "us" now (a Jetgirl, that is)! hahahahaha <evil laff>
