Thank you all for all your advice!!!
I got to talk to the BF last night for over an hour and it made my entire week!!!
It might sound odd, but I think that this relationship might actually help me to be a little bit of a better person... In the past I have tended to be a little controling in terms of time. Now, I am in a situation that does not allow me to be this way. Who knows...
He is supposed to call me again tonight, we shall see.
I feel really guilty making demands of his time when I know how busy he is. I don't know why I don't feel comfortable telling him that we should have a "schedule" or that he has to call me a certain number of times per week... Which is odd, because in any other relationship, I would have NO problems telling him how it was going to be!
You ladies are all wonderful and I am very happy that I seem to have found a place where I can let all this out and people will understand.
Thank you all!!!!