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lrcantrell · 08-26-2004, 07:43 PM

I'm seriously having a meltdown over here! I cannot take another minute of this! I'm so tired of being here alone with these kids. I'm tired of breaking out in a sweat from the wrestling match EVERY time I change ds#2! I'm tired of continually fighting with ds#1 over EVERYTHING!!!! I have NO relief!!!!! I've got tears in my eyes from these kids right now and I am just so darn sick and tired of dh being gone so much!!!!!!! I don't want to say anything to him because everytime I do he feels so bad and gets tears in his eyes. He's trying absolutely everything he can to find another job but it's literally impossible in this industry!! I know I should be so grateful for the fact that he has a flying job but it's hard to see that through everything else at this moment!!! UGH! 8 days a month and not knowing anyone in this town is just wearing on every ounce of energy I have right now!!! Sorry for venting but you all are the only ones that understand this stuff. I need to just go drink a glass of wine and be thankful that he's flying and that's that. Maybe I'll just go and hug my kids and hopefully that'll stop this constant whining, crying, screaming and what all else goes on with a 2 year old.

08-26-2004, 07:43 PM	#1 (permalink)
lrcantrell Jetgirls Member Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: California Posts: 128 Recipes: Thanks: 0 Thanked 0 Times in 0 Posts	I can\'t take another minute!!! I'm seriously having a meltdown over here! I cannot take another minute of this! I'm so tired of being here alone with these kids. I'm tired of breaking out in a sweat from the wrestling match EVERY time I change ds#2! I'm tired of continually fighting with ds#1 over EVERYTHING!!!! I have NO relief!!!!! I've got tears in my eyes from these kids right now and I am just so darn sick and tired of dh being gone so much!!!!!!! I don't want to say anything to him because everytime I do he feels so bad and gets tears in his eyes. He's trying absolutely everything he can to find another job but it's literally impossible in this industry!! I know I should be so grateful for the fact that he has a flying job but it's hard to see that through everything else at this moment!!! UGH! 8 days a month and not knowing anyone in this town is just wearing on every ounce of energy I have right now!!! Sorry for venting but you all are the only ones that understand this stuff. I need to just go drink a glass of wine and be thankful that he's flying and that's that. Maybe I'll just go and hug my kids and hopefully that'll stop this constant whining, crying, screaming and what all else goes on with a 2 year old.